thanks to my COHI "you will find out why i call her cohi later" friend tin who decided to mission it to make plans to go out tonight evan though she sounded lyk she had a frog in her throat "ribet ribet" , gud work babe ahaha we decided on pontoon , as once again no money dw i start work 2mro but thats another subject, anyway we got ready in ana's room , most un needed things she has, me n cohi got ready, listening to gangsta pop a cap in ur ass music, while ana picked up aliza and gel, serzly cohi i tried to put volume in your hair , lol it just wouldnt stay. originally we where goin to drive to the station and pt it there and back,due to coldness and rapist alert i convinced ana to drive there and i being a hero said i wouldnt drink and drive back BOW DOWN THE FUCK TO ME yestanku, for some reason ana wanted to leave at 7:30 so we left the area so god damn early, so had most time to waste about talking about the rapist alert and all situations while muching on our starcity butter chicken yummm.we made it pontoon frezzing with frost bite,not to forget the luvos we took along the way just because we wanted the seagull in the background hahaha, ANYWHO pontoon was jam packed with old people in suits playing sum spanish shit music NO THANKYOU and u wont us to pay$10 aswell ahahahahaha pontoon ur preety funny on a saturday night. hence the reason we ended up at PUMPHOUSE we met with some promoter who said hel get us in for $15 and a free bottle of champaine, no good to me but hey its free....all i can say pumphouse is ftw"for the win" best music abit repeative though, heckit podium dancers ohhh we where abit jelous , but we made the most out of it as youl see by the photos. we where in and out of that place all night, making videos outside, aliza chundering, durrys, and yes.we left at my bedtime 3ishnot to forgot , WE SAW A FKD UP GANG WITH GUNS GUNS YES GUNSSSSSSS two groups full punching on, me and aliza ran the other way like wtf man what is this worlds coming to ??? its not america??? anyway traumatised i drove back to ana's house, and that is the end


                          me n cohi

                     why am i the whitest girl lmao
tru but fkn breakin that shit down ahahah, fuk u podium dancers

                   i like the background !!!
but does my underarm turn you on ? stop lookin at it now !

   my hair flick is heckit ! tru to the girl in the bakground but bbhhhaha

                yukface , but i fkn love these girls XOXOX

friday night, the girls and i decided wasnt going to be another bored night at home, or just chilling out so we went FIDDLER yes the meannnnn fiddler because its so mean there, SERZLY wtf is with the name dno way but it shits me like can you not plz for my sake.it ended up just being me aliza and gel, but the night was a 6/10, and at one stage i would rate it a 8andhalf/10 haha my winner winner chicken dinner night arghhhhh, sorry for anyone reading this but its secret mmwwwhahahaha sukers, beat your brain trying to work out what im talking about..due to no money circumstanes we where straight the hole night HECKIT 3 girls dancing at the mean fkn fiddler surrounded by sweaty alien shaped head bitches , plz dnt touch me fuk.anyway we got a lift home by mark and drew thanks guys, we made a promise that night, never to go there again EVER. i allow you to kick me if i do :)

do i love my friend alan, yes i do, he alwaiz seems to save me of my bordom before i decide to cut my hair due to nothing else to do, him and aliza picked me up from my phat crib zawg, and headed toooooooo BLACKTOWN for our weekly catchup, detoured past trade centre and mt druitt shops for some sales that aliza picked up, yes we are loving stocktake, thankyou stocktake we love you WE FKN LOVEEE YOU. amazingly blacktown was boring, since wen did floor four become boring?? haha im such a joker, everyone laugh at me NOW laugh bitch.so this situated lead us to woodcroft lake, i didnt mind because i have chilled out there in a while n SHHH dnt say but i abit miss being 17 saving my money and just being bored cunts there, but we ended up listening to some ultimate cut songs with bin,levy the cripple, alan, ana, aliza. this was no way to act so aliza decided to teach me some tagalog here goes guys....nanai tatai gusto mong tinapai, ate kuya gusto mong kape, personally the KAPE bit is my favourite ask aliza how i exagerate it KKAAAPPPEEEEE i say kape , i also learnt this one pamela one igalow nang katawan,remind myself to learn the rest of the song plus actions.the night was kapesh xo

friday 6th- was spent celebrating jermaines bday, brought back so many memories caz he had the exact same appartment as i did for my bday, alan kicked it back old skool daiz and picked up me and aliza, and chooky came for the joy ride aswell, arrived at meriton pitt street, where we met lee mike bin tin her cousin i forgot who else, headed to molonies had a few drinks, met up with carlos,reggie and andrew yeo,then missioned it walk to PONTOON do we love this heckit place no ? WE DO  aha sumtimes but, anyway so many dilemers andrew wasnt allowd in because he was to drunk , so we tried wallaby bar where we got in but it serzly smelt of feet and about max20 ppl just sitting down NO ONE TO SPEND A FRIDAY NIGHT IF YOU ASK MWA, so tried 3 more times to get andrew in lol most lineing up we did, in the end after most heated discussions, i made the decission i would go wallaby bar with everyone else , while they went sublime, yes i noe me not go sublime?? why may u ask ??no money okai thats why so feel free to put some of your money in my bank account thanks guys. so i danced the night away with bin marv lee ian rico fatty,until our feet got sore, got back to the appartment, so relieved browda, made my bed lol couch that was, n feel asleep but woken up by the most ultimate annoying buzzer to let aliza and reggie in , blah blah i slept and that my friends was the end of a hecktos night blown away into the past.

saturday 7th- pt'd it home from townhall with aliza , got to mine lol had a nice healthy breakfast HAHAHAHA chips scallops and fish cocktails,serzly sumthin in that food made us crash out so hard, slept til 5, and woke up to fone calls askin if we where goin to make an appearance at poms 21st, and that we did, so tin and gel advised us we where going as pirates LMAO the most unprepaired me and aliza where but dont doubt us we winged it so hard and looked sorta like pirates lol wel we thought we did :) thatwasnt the problem sad enough we where ready , but but BUT lol no lift there awwwww so we decided to make most of our time and have sum tiquila shots yukman so yuk,in the end my mum took us there lol heckit, we laughed so hard at the costumes funniest shit, started drinkin with the girls, but me n tin took it to the next level , why why whyyyyyy, people where jst giving us drinks, and we where hard out skulling the shit lol and it was shit beer and orange juice wtf is that sum wine and the rest i dnt remember, i think we abit seeked it out with the dancing, tell u the truth i really dnt remember, nxt thing there i am chundering with marv and kev soriano looking after me , giving me most water thanks guys use are the best i owe u badly, yeh that was the first time i ever chunderd ova alcohol normaly i can limit my self but SUMONE was there lol and i just didnt wanna deal with it so i think i drank my emotions away lol lol , so jom walked me upstairs and i crashed at his place ,in a room with marv n tin ohhhhh lol  was i invading but ? lol nah i wasnt ,i conked out so hard all i memba is having conversations with them both but just sayin mmmmmmyehmmmmmm. lol men tin woke up with THE biggest headaches,holes in  stockings/1 earing and dehydration, we got up and went out side to chunder ville, lmao funniiiesstttt lyk the floor had most chunder hahah, we abit hepled clean,but serzly my head hurt no joke, the end...

ok so reasons for not blogging arnt legit but cbf explaining so il just do a quick update for

last week...

monday- got my lovely mother to drop me at alizas phat crib caz not gunna lie i needed her and her heckitness of advise, and she did satisfy my needs,lyk she alwaiz does so thankyou babe lov lov, we spent the day just being dikheads dressing up with her lil sister jaeda fkn cutest kid, webcaming carlos and alby fkn funiest ,then talkin/dance practise/scarey ourselves/random walks till 3ish in the morning at alizas park with carlos. i did achieve to catch up on all gossipgirl episods though with i was most dieing to watch, and episode 16 and 17 did meet the expectations i had :) 

tuesday- slept till 4,lyk the best sleep i had ,i always seem to sleep so good at alizas place lol dno why ? , decided to watch 21 with carlos and reggie

wednesday-watched my sisters dance performance,and i was suprised beacuse it was just a school performance but it was alright,considering I HATE THAT TEACHER grrrrr

thursday- was spent at blacktown floor four lol lyk always,i seem to have the funniest time every thursday at blacktown

friday- preety sure this was another pontoon night, i serzly cant remember this far back, thats really bad.

saturday- OMG i have memory loss i cant remember what i did , but i didnt stay home i know i went out just cant member where ?lol

sunday- you guessed it I CANT FKN REMEMBER and it was only a week ago, im scared, i need brain scan .

monday-wednesday-bummed at home,cleaned my room/slash house 100times, spent hours on ebay , decided my next purchaes omgosh the best bargins.

CASSIE SOMETIMES...
Lately...
I wish I could know the thoughts in your mind
(Yeah)
'Cause lately...
Feels as though you only want me sometimes

B-SECTION
My insecurity
Is takin' over me
I need to know where we stand
Is this a symptom of
Us fallin' out of love
What happened to the romance?

HOOK
Thought I was your only one
I came second to none
I wish I didn't love you so much sometimes
(Then I wouldn't be mad)
Then I wouldn't be so mad
About what I thought we had
I wish I didn't love you so much sometimes

VERSE 2
Lately...
It's so hard to understand you sometimes
(Sometimes...)
(Just Don't Understand)
And lately...
You make me feel so demanding sometimes
(Soo demanding sometimes)

B-SECTION
My insecurity
Is takin' over me
I need to know where we stand
I loved you all along
Tell me what I did wrong
What happened to the romance?

HOOK
Thought I was your only one
I came second to none
I wish I didn't love you so much sometimes
(Maybe then I)
Then I wouldn't be so mad
(Wouldn't be so mad)
'Bout what I thought we had
(Said I wish I)
I wish I didn't love you so much sometimes

RAP
Now how you gon' blame me
Told you this once before
I'm an international hustler - entrepreneur
I fly coast to coast make hits with stars
And I brought the cake home said this was ours
Now we argue and such
We lost the touch
Spent a week over your mom's
'Cause your heart was crushed
You don't like my lifestyle - say I work too much
Only thing I ever thought about first was us
Come on...

VAMP
Oh and baby I can't believe you
Don't see how much I need you
Wish I could leave you
(Some Some Sometimes)
Oh and baby I can't believe you
Don't see how much I need you
Wish I could leave you
Wish I could leave sometimes

HOOK
Thought I was your only one
I came second to none
I wish I didn't love you so much sometimes
(I dont wanna be foolish in love)
Then I wouldn't be so mad
(Ooo No)
'Bout what I thought we had
I wish I didn't love you so much sometimes

im not guna lie , but this is what im going though :( sigh

am i the most excited girl for this event ???
why am i smiling but ???
caz its nearly here woooooooo